Sunday, December 23, 2007
10:46 PM
This is one of the busiest week I ever had during this holiday =D monday I went out, tuesday break, wednesday went out with chun hui and co. to watch national treasures 2 as told in the below post, thursday went to bowling and yesterday at my sister's hse =D end up being so tired lol. Thursday:met jian quan at raffles town club, first time going dere =D so grand and everything. we were walking around for awhile then came faisal, khairul and joel =D havent seen khairul since O levels ended!! woo! we started bowling rightz away. $10 per lane per hour =D we bowled and bowled. chuan yu came at the second game. I screwed up my bowling lol. considering this is my fifth? or so times playing bowling. I only reached the 100 mark once XD and it was barely. seriously bad, there wasnt any nice fitting ball for me. all the suitable weights have too small hole for the thumb =X end up getting a brusied thumb lol. afterthat, we went jian quan's hse =D khairul so forgetful haha, left jian quan's bowling ball in the cab, in the end gotta call the company lol! wonder if he got the ball back yet or not. we played mahjong at jian quan's hse =D I'm like so suay, stupid joel only fed me like twice in the entire game! omgf. I ended up with almost an empty hand, most of my chips went missing! I never won any game at all till the third last game =X that was then I won with a good 3 folds =D and I was the banker for that round means X2. and kenneth had to X2 again coz he gave me the tile haha! that was when i gained back 1/4 of my loss. second last round I lost again, banker went to jian quan. last and final round =D I had a nice hand right at the start hehe. started with cat eat mouse, 10 cents chip. then I had pong pong hu. total = 4 folds. failsal gave me tile, X2. Jian quan banker, X2 =D lol everybody else gave up and I think I covered back most of my losses lol. but still we didnt count money =D This goes to show, I'm the kind that only play and win big =D but my luck was very bad that day for mahjong...muz be bad fengshui. after that we went PS, where I went to buy sth for someone then left for home =D thats all for thursdaySaturday:Eunice's house warming. we went at like 11am? 12pm? the buffet company juz arrived before us and was setting up the stuff, one person's job, so tiring eh, take lift to level6, climb down 2 levels. I mostly stayed inside the house, lying on the recliner. relatives came and went, some played mahjong. That was when I started playing Hellgate at kelv's desktop =D played and played and played. I played until 12am lol! only pausing awhile for dinner! god it's so addictvie! but after awhile the lag makes the game ughhh..... thats how i spent my entire day on saturday XD wasting time on hellgate rofl.Anyway i've done with my happenings on these two days =Dmy life is in a turmoil....why can i not stop fearing that something bad would happen? why can't I just have a lil more confidence in myself....there's nobody who can reassure me, nobody would... my heart seems to be skipping a beat these days...wheres the faith I had in myself? or I never had any in the first place?...it's so confusing and depressing....
Is there light at the end of every tunnel?Or does sorrow and despair darkens it,Closing off all hopeTo freedom and happiness.Every nook and cranny holds an answerTo life's deepest secrets,Finding them is one thing,Understanding them is another.Afterall, It might hold the answer,That we all hope for...The light at the end of the tunnel...