{Underneath the Stars.

Monday, June 30, 2008

7:44 PM

Tearin' up my Heart

NSync

Chorus:

It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you

But when we are apart I feel it too

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

(hey..)

Baby I don't understand

Just why we can't be lovers

Things are gettin' out of hand

Tryin' too much but baby we can't win

Let it go

If you want me girl let me know

I am down on my knees

I can't take it anymore

(chorus)

(ooohhhh....alright)

Baby don't misunderstand (don't misunderstand)

What I'm tryin' to tell ya

In the corner of my mind

Baby it feels like we're running out of time

Let it go

If you want me girl let me know

I am down on my knees

I can't take it anymore...ohhhh

(chorus)

Tearin' up my heart my soul

We're apart I feel it too

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

Tearin' up my heart and soul

We're apart I feel it too (feel it too)

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or

It's tearin' up my heart (tearin' up my without you

heart and soul) when I'm with you

But when we are apart, I feel it too (we're apart I feel it too)

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

I am not what I seem, for I have retreated to the deepest depths of my soul. My appearance is just a facade, a mask displaying emotions that are not in the least, genuine. My smiles, are just mere twitching of my muscles to reassure and divert attention away from my inner depths. They are neither true, nor sincere, for it's tiring as it continues...Soon, the mask will break apart, and the smiles will be gone for good...Unless...I find the reason to smile again....for real...

Sunday, June 29, 2008

4:11 PM

Happy 17th Birthday Siti!

Now for my Pictorial Journey through the Kota Tinggi Leadership Camp

vvvvvvvvvv

~The Start of the Journey~

~Gearing for the hike to the top~

~Cam-whoring~

~non-stop~

~climbing up~

~and still climbing~

~at the summit by total darkness~

~smiles!~

~Vivien's posing~

~Different reactions~

~Stephanie the walking dead~

~See the bottle glowing slightly?~

~*koff koff*~

~Hiking down (stomachache so didn't smile)~

~hmm...who is YX sticking out her tongue to?~

~Da canteen~

~group picture (missing some?)~

~there! the two missing people!~

~big group picture of 0811b at river cascading area!~

~informal picture~

~I'm carrying a pig!~

~Candid!~

~What are those two doing? o.O~

~After kayaking~

~Teehee~

~Kamhung tweezers!~

~Chi-ku-pa?~

~oww Vivien was vice-gripping my neck~

~The last activity cum grp photo~

~And another!~

~Peace!~

~aerial view! jk~

~C01 & C02~

~The last picture~

THE END!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

12:24 AM

~Eating at Swensens (my niece Chloe)~

~Salmon and mushroom pasta =D~

~Yummm!~

~Sticky, Chewy Chocolate!~

~Savouring the....spoon?~

~LoL Kieran and me~

~At the Party World(karaoke) in Bishan~

~Two pesky lil imps above me~

~Trying to sing, tho I suck at it~

~Yummm! Baked ginza salmon at Fish n Co.~
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Well the pictures speaks it all for what I did today =D What a waste though, I end up not doing my homework AGAIN! I'm screwed...

Thursday, June 19, 2008

10:27 PM

~Sketching~

~eyes drawn, mouth drawn~

~a little touching up~

~and a little more~

~The full face now~

~TADA! the final piece! (looks better on paper)~
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The days ahead!
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Wow time flies really fast and it's already the end of the June holidays. Ah well, time to start afresh for the new term! I'll upload my kota tinggi camp pics when I get some of the pictures from mr zul, our sch counsellor and my class 'facilitator' at the camp coz mr tan couldn't make it.
Till then!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

12:08 AM

~Lay Teng's ambition: Parrot~

~beckham!~

~wonder what they trying to do~

~Vivien's fave boy~

~Doctors & nurse(before)~

~Doctors & nurse(after)~

~Beckham colouring a syringe~

~Decorated cupcakes~

~Lay Teng striking a pose unknowingly(with cream in her hand)~

~YUMMM!!~

~Two playful boys~

~Shake hands!~

~Well-placed shot isn't it?~

~Group photo!~

~And another!~
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Boring week
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Hello! Sorry for the delay, I finally got the pics out from my sis camera lol. Well these are the pics for the COP on 10th june, well some pics at least. Pretty uneventful week I must say. COP on 10th, science centre trip on 12th, father's day dinner(buffet) on 14th. compared to last week, this week is soooooooooooo boring.
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And here's a lil something specially for those who I asked to fill the questionaire. Did it on 12th June
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1)At what age do u wish to marry?- 23 to 25

2)What you want the most now?- enlightenment

3)Who is the person you trust the most?- I'm not sure, I trust alot of people

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?- Nope

5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?- To be happy always, a difficult dream

6)Ever crushed on anyone?- Yea I guess?

7)What is your goal for this year?- Ace promos if possible, if not just get to JC2

8)Do you believe in eternity love?- I believe it

9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?- Never had anybody's heart with me in the first place

10)What is your ambition?- To achieve something great and previously never achieved

11)What is your hobby?- Reading, playing sports, computer, going out

12)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?- I do

13)Do you believe in God?- In my religion, yes

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?- my friends and family

15)Who do you hope to be always there for you?- Someone special?

16)Best friend?- I truly wish to know, but sometimes I cannot be so sure

17)Who cares for you the most?- I don't know?

18)Which date you like the most?- 4th june

19)Do you believe there is fate and its destined or it is the path u choose.- I'm not sure, sometimes I feel that it's all about the choices you make.

20)Do you believe in love at first sight?- Not until I experience it for myself

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Part 2

Starting time: 8.50pm, 12th june 2008

Name: Melvin Tan

Where you live: Serangoon Gardens, Singapore
Favorite drinks?- I drink anything sweet or carbonated

Favorite breakfast?- Bacon + ??? seldom have good breakfast anyways

Broken someone's heart?- Haven't got anybody's heart to break

Fell off your chair?- I guessed so

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?- yea...

Saved e-mails?- yep

What is your room like?- sometimes neat, sometimes messy, fulfills my needs

What’s right beside you?- wall? printer/ plaster drawers/fan/table

What is the last thing you ate?- duck + charsiew rice (yuck couldnt finish it)

Ever had chicken pox?- Nope

Sore throat?- DuhStitches?- Nope

Broken nose?- Not really

Like picnics?- Never had one?

Who was the last person you danced with?- cant rmb

Last made you smile?- Cindy, she's funny

You last yell at?- cant rmb
Today,Did you talk to someone you like?- define like

Kiss anyone?- never in my life

Get sick?- I'm still sick

Talked to an ex?- Never had one

Miss someone?- I guess? Cindy? Fanie? ******?

Eat???

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?- errr no, used to but not anymore

What's under your bed?- marble floor

Who do you really hate?- myself, for I should hate myself for hating others
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1.What time is it now?8.57pm

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Randoms :

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?- yea

Q: Do you have any siblings?- yep 2 older sis

Q: Do you want children?- of coz, I like children

Q: Do you smile often?- Yea smiling is good for health

Q: Do you like your handwriting?- Nope

Q: Are your toenails painted?- Imma guy

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?- Innova shirt, light light light brown?

Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?- let's see, at the airport eating, welcoming my cousin who return from aus

Q: I can't wait till?- the day I really find true happiness

Q: When did you cry last?- I don't know

Q: Are you a friendly person?- very? I can't judge myself

Q: Do you have any pets?- fishes

Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?- I wonder who is that person really is

Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?- hmmm... who did I last held hands with?

Q: Do you sleep with the TV on?- I rarely watch TV in the first place

Q: What are you doing right now?- Doing the questionaire

Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?- Errr I don't think so?

Q: Can you handle the truth?- Sometimes

Q: Are you too forgiving?- I guess I am

Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?- Mother

Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?- I dont let ppl see me when I cry

Q: How many people can you say you've really loved?- I'm not sure...

Q: Do you eat healthy?- Nope, I live to eat, and I eat to live

Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?- HOW MANY TIMES I HAFTA SAY I NEVER HAD ONE IN THE FIRST PLACE

Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?- maybe cry coz of something someone NEVER said?

Q: How often do you go to church?- Never did, oh wait the last time I did was coz of sch

Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?- myself

Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?- quiet

Q: Are you confident?- no
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Thats all for today, I'll blog another time soon.
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