Friday, October 31, 2008
11:00 PM
~Setting or rising Sun? To me...it's setting...~Exams are over, finally. MT A level, cleared. OP, cleared. Now I'm free, free from school, free from the endless workload (not really), free from stressing over silly exms. But...am I happy? No. I'm locked inside my house, for I have nowhere to go, nobody to go out with. I'm locked within myself, not daring to venture out. I'm trying, trying to break down the doors that locks me within, but the doors hold firm, and I'm isolated from everything, except myself. I just wish you would understand, and set me free...
Friday, October 24, 2008
8:02 PM
~Photo gallery =D~
~A picture speaks a thousand words hehe, lazy to type captions~
~MY LIFE~People often think I'm more well off than them, but truly, thats not true at all. Living in a semi-detached house does not equate rich at all, considering that my parents only own half of it, and it's pretty run-down, only worth its land area. In fact, we already sold the house and are DOWNgrading to a HDB. My parents don't earn much too, in fact my father was retrenched for a few years, and just when he got a job as HR this year, the economy went spiraling due to the stupid crisis in America.
Yes, I may be seemingly be wearing branded goods all over, my addidas watch, limited edition crumbler bag, nike shoe, braun buffel wallet, but none of these are what I bought, they are my birthday present and gifts from my family. I know it might seem overexpensive for gifts, but yearly, I don't really get any birthday presents at all, aside from presents from my family, I don't usually get anything from friends at all, only very occasionally, one or two presents. However, I don't ask for much, it's only the thought that counts.
My money, I only seem to have that much because I save up. I don't spend them, at least most of the time. I even skip lunch to save money! And if you ppl didn't know, I too gave tuition to finance myself. Saving is the key to amassing money, but sadly, few people practise that, hence they complain often bout being broke and stuff... Failing to plan = Planning to fail (fanie's pw), seems totally true eh?
Well, my social life is also very little. I live a sheltered life, I admit, but sheltered from what? To me, it's as if I'm sheltered from the outside world, from people I can make friends with and hang out to have fun. What's the point? It's as good as saying, " You're not allowed to have any social life, remain a bachelor till you die." Well, thanks to my lousy social life, I don't go out often, hence, I save alot of money, thats the only plus.
SO please don't envy my life, it's pathetic, really. You wouldn't wanna experience it, theres no fun in it at all... Nobody likes a life full of restrictions and being alone most of the time. It sucks.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
3:34 PM
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Cool?~
~Cindy~
~hehe hot hot!~
~She was tearing haha~
~Learn from cindy!~
~XD I feel....~
~food food!~
~Crazy girl~
~sakae shuushii~
~Ate so much *burp*~
~raw salmon~
~I don't find this funny, but...the other two ppl find it hilarious~
~Damn I look bad!~
~Hiding in the soft toys~
~Into Toys'r'us~
~Subway!~
~Mysteryy~
~Alright, I'm the guy on the left~
~Looking ever so cool~
~June Pulau Ubin trip~
~Feeeeeet~○
The storm has passed, now let's examine the destruction
So far, the only results I know is that of my chemistry, a disappointing S grade, FAIL!! Well, passing is still very possible according to my teacher, so I'm rather relieved, and anxious that she's right at the same time. My biology, guess my hard work paid off, from what my bio teacher said, I most likely passed. That's 2 H2 that I've dealt with, I might actually survive!
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Treated myself to borsch steakhouse on wednesday, sakae shushi with Benjamin and Johnia on thursday, and Thai Express with Cindy on friday. Burnt a hole in my wallet I did lol.
The sakae buffet with ben and johnia was mmm kinda crazy haha. Johnia kept complaining bout not being able to eat much, in the end she ate the most, and laughed the most. For some reason, those two can't stop laughing, especially during the time I started copying another table occupants and starting taking pics with my cam over my head lol. Oh yea and somebody made a wasabi man and left it on the conveyor belt, so people started decorating it along the way lol.
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Mmm yesterday after school, I went with Cindy to town. Was accompanying her to spend her vouchers she got during her birthday, apparently, she only bought 4 books at borders haha. She explored the entire Esprit shop at Wisma and nothing caught her eye! After that we went to Thai Express at Paragon and ate to our hearts content haha. Mmmm she ate the extra spicy rice with minced chicken kharpow wihle I ate the usual tom yum glass noodle. I ordered the black pepper soft shell crab side dish too! Extremely delicious!! And extra spicy haha!
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Cindy, don't be too sad and don't worry too much alright? I'll always be there for you with my free shoulders and listening ears, so don't ever give up on yourself!