Friday, February 29, 2008
7:56 PM
Lost
Hellos, doesn't the image above looks corny? oh well. the actual title of that drawing is "comfort from ghost". you can roughly guess what the drawing means. This week hasn't really gone well for me, excluding the times that I went out wif my frens, including today, I felt pretty lonely most of the time. I haven't really talked to my classmates, only one or two here and there. I found out I've missed alot on the syllabus. I haven't wrote any poems for weeks now too...
To be honest, it's my emotions that are weighing me down the most. It's constantly making me weary and frustrated. I don't know how many times I've repeated this, but I guess it's many many times, scroll down and you'll see. I wonder whats wrong with me this year... I haven't been truly happy this year. I just hope things will change for the better...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
10:52 AM
~STAR!!!~
~JUMPING (FOR JOY?)~
~Some phrase I don't even know~
~Futsal goal!~
~OG MEDES!~
A New Dawn Awakening
ALOHA!!!!! Hellos!!!!! Orientation 2 is finally OVER!!!!! The first and second day of orientation 2 was dead boring. Needless to say, the pics above are all from day #3 of the orientation!! It was as if everybody was on steroids on the last day of orientation, or should I say the last half of the day of the orientation. PERSIANs were screaming like HELL YEAH! and watsoever that I believe it impaired my hearing by now. And Guess what? PERSIANs overtook AZTEC as 3rd position through the finale performance! We totally swept the performance with 85% overall scoring!
Anyway, next week is the start of a whole new chapter again. A whole new class of 0811B, though I miss 0841A alot, and I would have to mug hard to catch up with what I've lost over the past weeks.
'nuff said, will be back for more another day. 4.3 CLass BBQ today =D
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
9:49 AM
~misty effect! light reflects too much in here lol~
~Woops, fell accidently when trying to turn to face the cam lol~
The ties that binds
Hellos!!!!!! I went Ice-skating and bowling after school yesterday with Jian Quan, Hong Sheng and Isaac lol. My first time ice-skating =D It's lucky I picked up quite well, though I'm still pretty wobbly at times. But still, falls are unavoidable, especially one that I fell on my side, hitting my head against the ice. Ouch. A fun day nevertheless, but boring night lol.
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Today is another boring day yawn. Jae posting results out, got posted back to Innova, should I appeal to Nanyang JC? I don't really know, and doubt so. Oh well, at least back in Innova, I'll be able to see some familiar faces! Like my old class of 0841A! I'll miss being in the same class as them...But I cant really sacrifice my subjects for that, I need to get to university with available courses for me to apply to.
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Isolated? Neglected? Distanced? Ignored? I don't know.... It's just getting too complicated and the weight on my shoulders just keeps increasing. Less of stress, more of emotional turmoil.
9:46 AM
Funny email I received
TO ALL EMPLOYEES - EFFECTIVE JANUARY 2008
DRESS CODE
It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a pay raise.
If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay rise.
If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay rise.
SICK DAYS
We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.
HOLIDAY DAYS
Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday and Sunday.
COMPASSIONATE LEAVE
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early.
TOILET USE
Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the cubicles.
At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the cubicle door will open, and your picture will be taken.
After your second offence, your picture will be posted on the company notice board under the 'Chronic Offenders' category.
Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.
SMOKING BREAKS
Smoke breaks are taken at your own risk and time.
Smoking KILLS and your company cannot be held responsible while smoking in company time.
When ever a smoke break is taken this is classed as unpaid time or leave as the company can and will not be part of the cause of your death or associated with it in any way .
LUNCH BREAKS
Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more so that they can look healthy.
Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.
Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast.
Thank you for your loyalty to our company. Remember we are an employer of choice and we are here to provide a positive employment experience. Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations, contemplations, consternation and input should be directed elsewhere.
THE Management
Thursday, February 14, 2008
7:14 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
7:09 PM
Will you return?(An adaption from "To his Coy Mistress" by Andrew Marvell)
- by Melvin TanHad we but world enough, and time,
Taking my stride would be so fine.
We could lie asunder till the gang seas run dry,
Whilst I stare at you in utmost adoration.
We could brace the end of time,
Whilst I hold you in deep embrace.
My love for you would grow,
Way more vast than the universe holds.
And for the hundreds of years to come,
My love for you will blossom,
Till the Sun dies out and the Earth runs cold.
If a millenia it takes,
A millenia it shall be,
Whilst I wait in determination,
For the day to come,
Where you'll be with me.
However, time's always running on,
For at my back I always hear
Time's winged chariot hurrying near.
A human we be,
A human we are.
Your beauty shall no more be found,
Nor, in the marble vault, shall sound
My sincere voice.
Now therefore, while the youthful hue
Sits on thy skin like morning dew,
And while thy willing soul transpires
At every pore with instant fires,
Now let us not waste the opportunity we have,
And cherish every moment we share,
For when you're soaring to greater heights,
I'll be waiting alone down below
For the day you soar back to me.
I AM-By Melvin TanI am:
An unborn fetus,
A neglected child,
A hunting tiger,
A hidden alligator,
An imprisoned criminal,
A caged bird,
A shipwrecked sailor,
A secluded isle.
Loneliness personified.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
2:41 AM
Questions, Queries...You say I'm doing so much more than your other friends, even though we rarely meet, only chat online a lot. You wonder why, why shouldn't I just forget about you leaving, or even just forget who you are...Well, I just can't....
Distance separates us constantly. I know that, and the distance just continues to grow. However, I treasure your friendship. You're the one friend I can really share with, one who actually understands my troubles. Whether or not you truly treasure our friendship, I know not, but still, my dedication remains. I don't even care of the fact that I rarely met you face to face, don't even care of how your other friends treat their friendship with you, however it matters that I care for you. I sincerely hope that our friendship can remain, if not grow stronger for the many years ahead. You're one that I'll never ever want to lose...
Friday, February 8, 2008
2:06 PM
A picture speaks a thousand wordsYes, there's a reason for my selection of pictures that comes with my post. It's usually a reflection, a mirror of emotions and feelings. With this, I'm starting to wonder when will my selective pictures become brighter and livelier...
Have I been acting weird for the past few weeks? I don't really know. Am I alright? I don't know too. I'm losing my certainty, I'm not even sure of myself anymore... For the past few weeks till now, I have this constant feeling in my chest, this pressure on my heart and on my back. It's making me very weary, breathless...
Insecure,Loneliess,Oppressed,Vindicted,Envy,Yearning,Ostracised,Uncertainty
Yes it's Chinese New Year now, and here goes my season greetings. Well, I'm wishing everybody the best of luck in your future endeavours!! Prosper!!
Well, I'm hoping to go melbourne this june, by hook or by crook, so please support me!! =D every penny counts yea? haha!
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
8:25 PM
~wow look at my pose lol, koped from sweehong's blog too~
~Alex doing his dare lols, sorry sweehong I kope from your blog~
Hi people! Check out the vid above haha! Was done during our hamper wrapping time! we had so much free time coz we were fast!!!
Sunday, February 3, 2008
11:13 AM
~ My sis n me~
~me, my 2nd sis bf, my 2nd sis~
~Cheers!~
hey People! The pics of my eldest sis wedding! finally!!!! okay these few pics are the ones I choose selectively =D anyway I just got my crumpler bag ^^ limited edition raygun heh. anyway, next week cny, following week jae posting? oh well, lets hope for the best, meanwhile till laters cya!
Friday, February 1, 2008
5:50 PM
SeasonsSpring,
The bloom of life,
The bountiful joy
Of a newborn fawn.
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Summer,
The peak of life,
The fiery sun,
On a kid's naked hide.
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Autumn,
The fall of life,
The reddish hue,
Of an old wise deer.
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Winter,
The end of life,
The peaceful white,
Of the path to heaven.
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The four seasons writes a story,
A story about the changes in life,
From dawn to dusk,
Where life eventually unfolds itself.