Saturday, August 30, 2008
4:04 PM
Ok People! Today will be a pictorial post!!
╓TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATIONS╖
Saturday, August 23, 2008
6:24 PM
~Sitting by the emo spot, admiring art~
~See the contrast?~
~Gazing upon the sky below~
~whats this?~
~CIndy eXplAiniNg sth~
~At KFC in MarinaSquare~
~All alone....(joking Jason went toilet)~¢
I know I haven't been blogging for some time, but then again, my life has been pretty mundane. JC life is very tiring indeed, everyday I go to school and feel like sleeping always, and some lecturers never fail to make me sleep. PW has been a killer too.... Anyway enough with complaining bout school.
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It's nearing the end of another month, and the mid-course exams are fast approaching. A vast uncertainty lies ahead, for I do not wish to be retained, nor do I want my classmates to be retained. Mid-course exams is crucial to everyone, especially Cindy and Stephanie. What if they don't meet MOE criteria for Mid-Course? Will they just go back Indo? Or will they stay on their own expense and finish their studies? I really symphatise with them, for the MOE expectations of them are just too high.
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These days, it is hard not to feel emotional at all. There are just too many things to worry or care about. My mind are constantly filled with doubts, and my confidence is slowly, but surely draining away. I'm changing from who I initially was. The change is evident, for I myself realise how much I've changed. My attitude, my behaviour, my character. I just seem to be losing control of myself. My essence is slowly fading away, my core values stripped bare. A shadow I am, A shadow that hides in darkness.
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I apologise for these unsettling posts, they are just mere reflections, and certainly a bore to read.
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The days of darkness are looming close,
For the tides of uncertainties have gathered.
Toughened by battles,
Sharpen by fire,
They marched on to the open plains.
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Who will emerge as victors?
The light of hope?
Or the darkness of despair?
I know not,
For though arrays of light are still shining through,
The darkest of storm is approaching fast.
Monday, August 11, 2008
11:47 AM
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. You are an ambitious person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.
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Jealousy Level: 55%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
2:21 PM
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WOOHOO! FinAlly the long dEserveD hOlidAys! A good tIme to caTch up on my loSt slEep!!! haha.
School?
WedNesdAy we had POP Surpass after school. Being in ODAC exco, I was part of the abseiling committee for POP. Rushed str8 to the venue after geog, and started setting up stuff. I set up the simulation area togetehr with Sarina, tedious work indeed, took like half an hour? lol, kept screwing up the tying XD
Then I was assigned to be belayer. So tiring! My arms was aching after everything! I had to support people of all different kinds of weight, there was a few who almost lifted me off my feet! Well there were numerous dramatic cases as well, where the girls were totally freaked out about going down! Took alot of encouragement and time before they eventually proceeded down. Hafta thank cindy and fanie for joining abseiling to support me =D but they left after they done their abseiling! HMPHHH!~!! I didnt eat for a whole 12hours that day, skipped lunch for POP.
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Yesterday we had national day celebration in school. It was boring, cept for a few funny sections during the Pioneer Competition. I missed the days in ACSI where we all sang the national day songs together with all the rar~rar! I missed all the actions that went along with the songs...Such fun times then...
After the celebrations I headed with Vincent, Eugene and Samuel to play LAN at AMK raiders for 90cents per hour, then they left for home while I went to play arcade at zone-x lol.
Well, I'll stop for now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
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"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."
Saturday, August 2, 2008
9:26 PM
A change in TidesWell, as much as I would like to apologise for blogging so infrequently, life only permits me to do as such. School has been well, one word to describe -> hectic. So much work to do, and tests and SPA is around the corner, specifically next week. SO yea, studying and more studying for me.
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School has been pretty uneventful as of late. CIndy begged me to go for tonite's ASEAN dance but I rejected coz it's sooooo ex! $26 per pax! And I had nobody to dance with anyway, not that I would dance with ANYbody. I cant dance too anyways! haha.
I bought a little magnetic dog for $7 from Jason yesterday coz he helped me with my Project Work. Thanks Jason! It's a little dalmation, though it looked malnourished, my friends were playing with it during the lab session and Cindy kept it overnight!
Today First Aid test was so idiotic! My theory passed so easily, I didnt even study for it. Practical...Sheesh I think I might fail coz of it. I kept screwing up my CPR! The examiner was like saying, " you kissing or breathing/blowing?" I couldn't stop laughing for some time after that LOL. After that had lunch at KFC wif Siti and Kamrun, then went Bugis with Siti and Belle for the 2 girls to shop, and to do pw as well...
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Life IS so unpredictable, one moment when everything seems to be getting better, the next moment, it falls right to the point that it sucks so bad. Then again, some people are just so unpredictable. Seems that the more I understand, there would be more things I do not understand at all. A complete oxymoron, understanding yet not understanding more.
I just wish....
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What does it mean to protect somebody? To silently help from afar and remain unknown, or to stay close and show my sincerity? Then again, it might be of no difference, and it might afterall be best that to protect someone is to not do anything at all...