~Sitting by the emo spot, admiring art~
~See the contrast?~
~Gazing upon the sky below~
~whats this?~
~CIndy eXplAiniNg sth~
~At KFC in MarinaSquare~
~All alone....(joking Jason went toilet)~¢
I know I haven't been blogging for some time, but then again, my life has been pretty mundane. JC life is very tiring indeed, everyday I go to school and feel like sleeping always, and some lecturers never fail to make me sleep. PW has been a killer too.... Anyway enough with complaining bout school.
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It's nearing the end of another month, and the mid-course exams are fast approaching. A vast uncertainty lies ahead, for I do not wish to be retained, nor do I want my classmates to be retained. Mid-course exams is crucial to everyone, especially Cindy and Stephanie. What if they don't meet MOE criteria for Mid-Course? Will they just go back Indo? Or will they stay on their own expense and finish their studies? I really symphatise with them, for the MOE expectations of them are just too high.
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These days, it is hard not to feel emotional at all. There are just too many things to worry or care about. My mind are constantly filled with doubts, and my confidence is slowly, but surely draining away. I'm changing from who I initially was. The change is evident, for I myself realise how much I've changed. My attitude, my behaviour, my character. I just seem to be losing control of myself. My essence is slowly fading away, my core values stripped bare. A shadow I am, A shadow that hides in darkness.
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I apologise for these unsettling posts, they are just mere reflections, and certainly a bore to read.
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The days of darkness are looming close,
For the tides of uncertainties have gathered.
Toughened by battles,
Sharpen by fire,
They marched on to the open plains.
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Who will emerge as victors?
The light of hope?
Or the darkness of despair?
I know not,
For though arrays of light are still shining through,
The darkest of storm is approaching fast.