Life has been so stressful, so unfair to me so far. I am VERY tired. Absolutely weary. Who would care for me? who would understand my feelings? Who would UNDERSTAND me? I have enough. School is already hell this year, I MUST concentrate.
I'm tempted to kill my emotions, and my life, and just be a emotionless robot this year. It'll save me from un-neccessary breakdowns this yr.
Optimistic? Whats the point? Nobody takes you seriously anyway.
I wanna be selfish, I wanna be uncaring. Teach me how, somebody, please. There's no point worrying and caring for others anymore. I never get acknowledged, I never get appreciated. There's.... really no point. I don't get joy out of helping others anymore.
pardon me, I just have too much pent up emotions.