What an emo week zzz....
hey peeps! I know I blog very unoften now, but yea, I wont let my blog die! ^^
I can't really sleep now coz I'm freaking myself out with supernaturnal stories on sgclub forum, so yea, I'm bad with freaky stuff XD
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anyway, this week has been rather bad for me. I felt unhappy throughout, really. I was becoming a loner within myself, again. Seemingly, I have lost a best friend. Oh yea, we were very very good friends last year, but this year, we just seem to be complete strangers. I don't really know what happened at all, and as much as I tried, the friendship could never mend, such a despair. I mean, why not just tell me why is this happening? It's making me rather bothered, it was like, "what the hell did I do wrong?" all the time... It's mentally and emotionally exhausting, absolutely making school impossible to cope with... I've already lost count of how many times I lost my concentration in school, and how I lost my rationality, to the point that I actually went off point for a gp essay (it never occured before).
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Valentines day is over. It's prolly the worst valentines day of my life so far. Not because anything happened, but becaused of the many things that happened on valentines week, and the weeks before. It just made me feel that valentines day is total crap, lies!!!!
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alright, ppl have been saying that my blog is damn emo, but I just wanna say that my blog is where I pour out my pent up feelings, my emotions. I don't usually post happy stuff here coz, I don't accumulate my happiness, I just express them immediately in life.
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I'm moving house next week. Won't have internet connection for a time period, so next update will be some time later.
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I miss 2007, please take me back... such pleasant memories.