"I stand small, insignifcant, alone. I am surrounded by nobody, but overwhelming adversary. Tall, barefisted trees overshadow me, looking down upon my frail self. Do I really have to walk this road? I am scared... and weary.... I just can't help, but let tears flow down, moistening the ground beneath my feet....".
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Well, do welcome me, my emo split personality. I'm rather upset today, or maybe upset is really too much of an understatement. Factors upon factors just pile up. My eyes, my ears, even my heart has betrayed me. All I see are lies, despicable lies. Such a wretched life indeed... Where's the person who promised to be there for me when I'm down and low? I know stace will, but she's not in Singapore... Isn't there anybody else?
*How bout the promise you gave last year, when I comforted you when you were low?*
Instead, I had to face it alone, bombarded by hauntings of my own bad experiences.
I'm near my limit, I've had enough.
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In the face of happiness and laughter, I can only breed sorrow and pain within me... Thats my despicable life.
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6 days to a whole new milestone in life. sweet 18... will it be?